People who know "of" are always surprised when my close friends tell them about my goals, ambitions, and personality traits. From the outside looking in, I am extremely quiet, reserved, and awkward. Those things are true. However, my ambitions are not quiet.
I won't go too much into depth, but I am someone who is extremely focused on my goals, to the point where I cut off anything that gets in the way of them. Some call it unhealthy; I think it's the only way to win. As I said before, I don't stop until I get what I want. No matter how bad it gets or how embarrassed I am, I see only one path forward.
In the video below, you'll see a less confident version of the person speaking to you now, but that's just how I work. Weird in front of others, but honest and expressive in comfortable environments (such as a website).